SPIRALLING DOWN

Have you ever been so down at one moment ?

You just felt your own body sinking and just feel nothing to the earth.

Your head is full with so many thoughts that yourself doesn't even know what you re thinking of.

Everything just messed up there like chaos at war.

Every thoughts that through is one step ahead at killing you from inside.

Your tears just can't fell down again cause it's already tired to fall down again.

The pain makes your body tremble and you think you can't handle it all anymore.

You just want to disappear from the earth right that moment.

The more silence your action, the more will it goes up there.

At one moment you just want to shut down your brain just for a little while or maybe forever.

You just feel terrible after everything that happened in all your life.

Like there isn't anything that you can be proud of, nothing.

Positive vibes is just running away from you and make everything just break out on their own.

In the meantime you just felt your body is also gonna break soon.

Anger, disappointment, tired, sad, worried and hatred it all mixed up.

You just didn't know what you felt anymore.

And so on, you just don't didn't know who you are anymore.

You just lose everything, even if yourself.

You've lost it all.

Now, you are confuse about who you are and what to do.

Your head starting to make plan for you like you've to rebuild yourself and become stronger cause you don't want to feel all this all over again.

And you start to cheer yourself that you can do it.

But suddenly, it all come to reality.

All that terrible things just start to overwhelm you again, and you just can't fight it.

The fact is, once everything has broken, nothing can ever repair it because the pain you felt, you just can't resist it and it will always be there right inside you. Even though you think that you can move mon, that feeling will never leave you alone, ever.